Behind The Cover Girl

Behind The Cover girl

THANK YOU TO THE LOVELY TEAM AT TRUE LOVE, EAST AFRICA MAGAZINE:

Carole Mandi, Publisher  – www.carolemandimedia.co.ke

Judith Mwobobia, Writer – Facebook: Judith Mwobobia

Ciru Wanyoike, Hairstylist – Instagram: @shironyoike

Kayte Macharia, Make-Up Artist – Instagram: @kaytemacharia

Emmanuel Jambo, Photographer – www.emmanueljambo.com 

Connie Aluoch, Stylist – Facebook and YouTube, Connie Aluoch Styling Management

Brian Siambi, Shoot Director – Instagram: @urbanskript

 

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I walked into the hotel suite and took in the beautiful interiors. The early morning sunrays lit the room, as if setting the tone for the day ahead. It was 8 am and I was on location at the Tribe Hotel in Nairobi for my photo shoot for True Love East Africa magazine. I was a little anxious, not so much because of the shoot, but because of the interview I’d done with the magazine and the fact that I felt I’d let out too much. The irony is that when I started this blog, I revealed a vulnerable side to me, my innermost fears and aspirations. I intend to continue on that path for as long as I have details on my life that I feel are important to share. But I’m in control of what I put out when I’m on this platform; I can’t control what will be published about me when it’s written by others. 

This has nothing to do with whether or not I trusted what the publication would write, it’s the mere fact that I prefer to tell my own story and that’s just how I’ll always feel. Regardless, being asked to appear on the cover of the one of the most read publications in East Africa humbled me, and it didn’t hurt that I would become the first ever expectant woman to be on their cover, a feat I will always wear with pride! 

I got seated, facing the window pane overlooking lush landscape that seemed to have no end in sight. The make-up artist had already begun working on me as we exchanged anecdotes about impending motherhood and all that comes with that journey. As we chatted away and the rest of the crew, stylist, producer and photographer began to fill the room with the usual energy and chatter synonymous with photo shoots, I began to think of how much my life had changed from the last time I’d featured on the cover of True Love back in the year 2009. It’s ironic that just like the current one, I was beginning a new chapter of my life back then, which was when I was moving countries and finding myself.  I had been so young and unhinged, excited and… somewhat naïve. Six years later, as I prepare for the latest issue to be released, I’m a completely different person. Perhaps more cautious and weary. A lot more teachable as well, certainly making mistakes but learning from them!

I slipped into a beautiful dress and had my hair flipped out for the first shot of the day. While striking pose after pose, my mind kept going back to ‘Janet Then’ compared to ‘Janet Now’. The lessons I had learned over the six years and whether those lessons had empowered me enough for this next chapter of my life. Am I a more forgiving person? Have I eaten enough humble pie to declare myself a better, more aware person? Am I capable of passing all these lessons on to my child? Life has taught me some really tough lessons the hard way. Here are three of those lessons that continue to resonate with me today:

  • You won’t always get your way by asking for things YOUR way – Now, stay with me. It’s all about your approach. In the past, I would throw tantrums and inject a little sass in my tone when I wanted something to go my way, but I quickly learnt that this doesn’t only rub people the wrong way, it’s a sure way to burn bridges. I’m not saying that raising your voice or giving someone the blatant truth isn’t warranted at times, but try and calm yourself down, assess the situation, ask questions rather than assuming and be polite in your request. I’ve seen the difference it makes and I’m still trying very hard to work on this.
  • Do you, people will hate you anyway – Ah, this lesson. When I was in South Africa, I learnt what it means to be discredited or disliked for simply being you. I was a young, black, foreign female living in Johannesburg and this irked different people in different ways. When I realized I wasn’t the problem, I began to embrace every part of me, my roots, my strengths, my weaknesses, my ambitions.  Coming back home equipped with this new found knowledge is what continues to sustain me to date. At home, I may be disliked because of my tribe, my personality…sometimes people don’t like you because they simply don’t like you! That’s cool, it is what it is and it’s very much a part of life. Instead, focus on what’s important, on what you want to achieve. Silence the noise from your haters; they won’t pay your bills. Stay close to people that genuinely support you, sometimes you need a little help walking your journey. And don’t become bitter because of insults hurled against you from time to time; use those as weapons to fuel your fire, pray, stay grounded and keep learning from your mentors. Bottom line, do you, boo!
  • Forgive yourself in order to forgive others – This one is tough and I must admit I’m still working on it! I’ve realized that when I’m finding it hard to forgive someone for something they’ve said or something they’ve done, I need to look into myself and try to understand why I’m unable to release that bad energy. Sometimes, somewhere deep inside of me, I’ll find that I’m allowing this person to have a hold on me that is toxic and adds no value to my life. I have to release that. Or sometimes it’s because I did something that provoked a negative reaction from someone and have to make peace with me before making peace with them. As much as there are times we find that some wrongdoings are just too hard to forgive, ultimately that is what sets us free. But it’s such a work in progress. It takes a lot of grace and calm to have these conversations with ourselves to finally get to that point where we say ‘I’ll let it go’. 

The sun began to set and the photographer asked for one more very ambitious shot atop a bar counter. We all had a good laugh about it, got the shot and that was a wrap on a day that had me thinking about taking stock of my life every so often. I feel like it allows me to take a step back, reflect, never feel very complacent, try not to get too flustered with life…sometimes it’s okay to just enjoy the clicks and smile for the camera. Take in a good moment while never forgetting all the moments that define you  

Oh, be sure to grab your copy of the September 2015 issue of True Love East Africa Magazine! 

TLMCover

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28 Discussion to this post

  1. WINFRED NDIOO says:

    your really an inspiration.Making the bolder move was the best.

  2. patience says:

    Thanks Janet,you such an inspiration!
     

  3. catherine says:

    Now i know who is Janet Mbugua….can't get enough of reading your articles
     

  4. Anonymous says:

    This is the one piece that id read over and over again

  5. Anonymous says:

    My teenage sister is really on my case to get her a copy of this magazine

  6. Anonymous says:

    always inspiring Janet…may God bless in this new journey of motherhood

  7. Anonymous says:

    Very inspiring….I always like reading you post…keep the fire burning

  8. Anonymous says:

    absolutely educative,l learn alot from your blogs dear janet.Though l don't know you in person , your  blogs mentor my life and so l can simply call you my mentor.i always feel like am interacting with you and learning all l could from that lovely T.V. personality……..kwa kweli una inua dada.

  9. Anonymous says:

    Janet you have the qualities of a woman behind her beauty

  10. Anonymous says:

    Really inspiring.You are a mentor to many.Keep it up and all the best.

  11. Anonymous says:

    You are looking so glamarous Janet.

  12. Anonymous says:

    ''Forgive yourself inorder to forgive others" this has to be one of the most difficult of them all,its something am working on too.

  13. Anonymous says:

    keep  encouraging us dear…great lessons thumbs up….i love you soo much

  14. Anonymous says:

    How inspiring. I love the lessons that come with each blog post. You have such a pure soul! When it’s time, I’d love it for my daughter to be like you. learn how to deal with critics so well and how to be responsible at an early age. God bless u abundantly Mrs. Ndichu

  15. Anonymous says:

    I love you Janet I always follow your articles,,,so inspirational.. looking good though 💕💞💝

  16. Anonymous says:

    Your radiating beautiful, you look amazing! Be very proud of your achievements.

  17. Anonymous says:

    Most definitely getting myself a copy. You remain a role model to me and am proud to say that:-)

    Woop!Woop!The pics are so beautiful..you are indeed so pretty..

    Lovely post!

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  18. Anonymous says:

    u r an inspiration…all the best wherever the journey leads you!

  19. Anonymous says:

    Simply Beautiful!

  20. Anonymous says:

    Nice article Janet! I'll be sure to always do me!!!

  21. Anonymous says:

    you are such an inspiration janet

  22. Anonymous says:

    Mukamie
    Am soo loving the journey and inspirations learnt, each time I read an article here is a breathtaking moment as it sheds some limelight to where am going and the awareness spirit is packed and prepared for whatever life throws, thanks Janet and God bless

  23. Anonymous says:

    so amazing and inspiring,you see wen we seek peace within ourselves is wen we wil find it in others,

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